My heart is fucking broken into bits and pieces rn I emaile..
Added 2022-03-30 17:20:38 +0000 UTCMy heart is fucking broken into bits and pieces rn I emailed them last night saying wtf do I do I didn’t know this was a requirement by the 18th of March Yes I can still apply in the fall But that’s just another six months I have to be without my passion 😔 I’m rly torn apart dude like I don’t know what the fuck why wouldn’t this be included anywhere on the site besides the last sentence of the last page on the website Right at the top it says “do you want to live here” I clicked and paid the $100 deposit assuming it was to hold my place to be one of the first artists No it’s one of the first paying residents Starting rate is $1800 a month I of course will reapply in the fall but I can’t stop crying I was so excited and ready to share my art and life and be open and honest, I knew I would have gotten in too I guess I put too much hope into something without reading the fine print although this should have been clarified to me 😔 cause yeah now six more months at my dads not able to feel comfortable like myself, having to censor and filter myself constantly, j can’t even say Jesus Christ or goddamnit Without him flipping out I’m already being controlled with wearing socks around the house 24/7 bc my feet are always dirty bc IM A FUCKING ARTIST the level of control and eggshells I’m walking on here is insane and this is only day four. He wants me to clean the shower after every time and I can’t do that on my hands and knees with my pain so like I haven’t even showered yet here, sorry not sorry if that’s gross but that’s the level of eggshells I’m on, I don’t wanna touch anything
