Heyyyyyyy!!! So many obstacles i had yesterday with things I..

Heyyyyyyy!!! So many obstacles i had yesterday with things I couldn’t get a chance to even look at my social media besides listing one thing xD I have half a pill left for My pain management and they won’t refill till Monday bc I had to switch pharmacies so it’s gona be a rough ass weekend 😋 🥳🙃😒 lol but sending a msg to my auto renews rn and if I didn’t get back to ylur newest one i shall still! Bare with me this weekend I might just be a super lazy sloth who still can socialize and update on here or ima go into a hidey hole of pain 😬 This def is not a good situation I’m in rn tho with my dad like I love him so much but he’s extremely controlling I haven’t been able to focus on getting anything done properly because I’ve had to watch out for literally picking up every single crumb and thing after myself like I do not do that AS I LIVE…I clean when I clean And when I told him yesterday there’s so many rules I’m trying my hardest to go by them like ten times harder than I ever have had to work on being this clean or ANYONE for that matter, it’s idiosyncrasies he has that are unrealistic for someone in chronic pain to be doing and I’m sweeping and mopping and cleaning 24/7 when I do not have to be doing thjs but I am trying SO HARD it’s bringing me alot of pain and hasn’t alllwed me to so much in the way of like the art I’ve been wanting to do His response to me cleaning more than my body wants to let me was “GOOD” Like seriously 😐 I’m even more into a hole now mentally where it’s even harder for me to talk to who i care about and reply 😔 I’m sorry guys, I’m def trying my best n hardest tho but I never feel like I’m doing enough or am good enough and now I know where that comes from.. 😬 if you’re ever wondering why you do and are certain ways just look back at your childhood and the answer will be screaming in your face lol 😆 For now all I can do is try to just get that bed tent for privacy, any of some kind because I’m sleeeping in the middle of the living room and woke up one morning to him just standing over me and it rly wigged me the fuck out 😖 and I guess so plant care today oh omgggg you guys have to see this dope piece I did! I poured it backwards so I had no idea how it was gonna turn out until I popped it out of the mold hehe tribute to Trevor Brown! OH! I found my prints too! Hehe I have four? Five? I’ll confirm that 🤣 if you tip $50 and send me your address I will get a signed print to you 🥰