Finally put makeup on! It’s been a couple months 🫣 I make po..

Finally put makeup on! It’s been a couple months 🫣 I make posts at the most random times xD I hope you guys enjoy my unpredictability but I’m pretty sure not being consistent is a bad thing 🙃😂😂 I’ll get back to everyone when I wake up again! Currently 4:52 omgomg and I totally said fuck it and went half with my bestie on the new tent! Maybe I already said that I can’t remember lolol hut it cameeeee and took me and my 70yr old dad two hrs to figure it out because you’re talking about two people who have the same brain and one is just senile 🤣🤣🤣 I can’t even lolol Didn’t get a pic of it yet but I will when it gets light outside!!! 😊😊 I’m getting my teeth cleaned soon ! I can’t tell you how excited and terrified I am lol cause they have to knock me out to clean them, so idk how they’re going to be moving my jaw and prying open my mouth when I’m asleep and I do not wanna know how it’ll feel when shit wears off cause I know they’re gonna extend it past my capable reach without extreme pain when I’m asleep 😬 I fucking painted too! My very first time using a completely different ingredient for my cells and it workedddd! 😍😍 I love being able to share the deeeeetails details here cause i want you to feel exclusive cause you’re alll fuckkng awesome 🥲🥰🥰🥰 shown is a textured piece I’m working onnnn you guys see if fjrst hehe This is my halfway thru the month goal! And if any of you want to help my self medicating ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I’ll be sending a spicy dm to everyone who wants to help out ❣️ 😊🤭😎💘💘 def the most expensive part of my life is controlling my pain 😭 and kratom is the ONLY thing that directly targets my pain that I have, since docs lie n me and tell me I can’t have an opioid script with a benzo script and excuse me yes you can lol my friend has had both for years without issue, just painkillers make me SUPER Immmobile and I’m slightly allergic to them until I develop a tolerance to be able to function, it’s wild i get super itchy (I know that’s a side affect but to the point where I was scratching skin off bc i was so itchy) and even when I eat prior I have constant nausea but it goes away after consecutive uses, but opiates and opioids are the two things I never NEVER want to develop a dependency to, so I don’t even ask anymore for help with pain and just have to go to this dope hippie shop in college town and they have the best kratom I’ve ever had, but it’s def pricey 😭 whywhywhywhy is pain management something the person dealing with it has to fuckkng pay for lol I can’t even with our government and I know a ton of countries aren’t any better but the healthcare in America can absolutely suck it lmfao I finally am settled now that I feel secure with this bed tent I slept so good finally 😌 I hope 🤞 everyone has had a good week so farrrr! I’m stoked to have this bulkshit over with with the eviction as well, I told you that we got a settlement offer? Pls tell me if I said that so I don’t repeat gahahaha but we took the offfer yesterday and there’s so many paragraphs explaining to not talk shit about them and to erase and retract ALL PAST STATEMENTS I was like yeah okay I’m not deleting SHIT there’s a whole fb group for that complex it’s filled with complaining about her and the company lol DAMAGE CONTROL fuck people so hard. I also can’t sue later for anything and I def was going tk so they made that thing to where we can’t stick up for ourselves but BUTT the eviction judgment gets waived and they promise also to not talk shit about us to potential new places So that’s ultimately what we wanted. Signed it yesterday and felt a huge weight lift bc no eviction, everything is neutral with this cept…. I lost my home still. It’s so fucked that they can be like OOPSIES landlord did a bad and just take back everything and make it okay again but we still had to move out and uproot our lives and that’s just 😐😐😑😑 to me I appreciate everyone who reads all of my rants 🤣🤣 maybe I’ll go live today on here agh I’m just constantly around my dad cause he works from home lol so I’ll put dividers up and do some art with you guys while flashing my boobies 🤣🤣🤣