Hehe got to be sneaky and take sone mirror pix 😎🫧 wanted to ..

Hehe got to be sneaky and take sone mirror pix 😎🫧 wanted to wish everyone a good morning and weekend!!! NEW PEEPS! over the past few days ah thank ylu so much for wanting to be here! I use this space as a place to just be as open as I feel and not feel judged ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I have been trying to go live in my head for weeks lol idk when that’ll happen I’m still in a really introverted mindset, esp because my dad works from home and I do not get a break from him allll week and last weekend he took it personal when I told him I needed alone time like bruh just because you picked the most ridiculous wife you could have ever picked to where you lost ten years with me and you’re now alone doesn’t mean that I have the same brain like I CANT HANDLE clingy ness and my dad relies heavily on me emotionally so it’s been very draining 😔 but he’s not charging me rent, which is nice bc I am making like 1/5th of the art I was making at my old place lol 😔 but I’m slowly bringing my paints in here to where he won’t notice until he notices and it’s too late LOL 😆 gonna do a Lisa frank tribute I already started mixing the paint 😁 but I’ll be able to mega save $$$ to where I can pay off whatever debt I will have with the walls at the old place (lmfao they’re gonna fuck us) and then just dip again, maybe out of country def not soon bc this war lol bht my main life goal is europe again, to live there 🥺😍😍 Oh fuck I just remembered I HAVE to clean my phone Theres 11,000 pics and vid’s hahahahah but that means I’ll have a folder made of everhthing I’ve posted over the last few months or taken and haven’t posted 😏report back later with the folder ready mwahaha 😈 I heart you guys so much it was rly nice waking up and seeing some new peeps, and I have messages to reply to so just know I’m not ever ignoring you on purpose! The unpredictability with my life rn causes me to be rly non consistent but I am so surprised at myself for keeping up with this haha I passed the point of no return in my head now FINALLY on here, I mean by that like it’s no longer hard work for me tk post anymore and I look forward to it, even if it’s just a huge rant haha knowing you guys are here and care means so so mhch 🥰