


Boobs and plants ๐๐๐๐ hehe moving lots inside but have to wait for the new rack to get hereeeeee I have a lot to update so I will do a vllg! Well not really a lot haha but just want to say hi and reply tk everyone fjnally, I also think the perpetuating problems I keep having is from the amount of shit I have in my phone (see second pic LOL) this literally is since February. ???? I did a dump before that of abojt 12k cause my phone just stopped working everything Lmfao and I couldnโt edit shit thatโs starting to happen again so MEGA FUN ๐ iPhones are absolutely terrible with transferring large files and syncing without having to pay for their fuckkng service bc it wonโt work trying to sync with other shit, unless any tech savvy people know how to fuckkng bulk transfer all of these things to my google drive??? Thatโs like my life library haha (10tb ๐น๐น๐น) Have to do alot of plant care today but I slept on my jaw wrong and finally have been recovering from that awful pain, itโs like I slept on it when it was in the wrong place dislocated putting pressure and oh my goddddddddddd when i woke up i couldnโt even see straight it just felt like stabbing reletlessssss behind my ear like next to my lymph node i was like holy shit im fucked today lol but I took my meds and after being awake for like seven hrs I finally am functioning woooo! I hope the amount I post on here is enough for peoplesss? Idk Iโm so self conscious haha and itโs been a rly hard month, next month is gonna be gnarly because itโs celebrating my moms ten years death date for the first time ever with my dad and weโve never ever grieved before like or talked about anything together so Iโm really nervous ahhh Motherโs Day is v hard too and then the week after that she committed suicide so Iโm going to try my very best to envelope myself in my art and here as a distraction cause itโs also the first year without drinking I think Last year too but I ate a 300mg edible and got high and passed out lololol this is going to be so wild feeling tho ๐ , just idk haha send good vibes of any kind plssss โค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐ฎโ๐จ it sould mean a lot ๐ฅฒ and if one goal from this month could be made that would make my whole month, and make me feel like itโs worth it posting here โค๏ธโ๐ฉน the emotional investment put into displaying my life is p hard, so reassurance is always good sometimes hah โค๏ธโ๐ฉน I spill my heart and sometimes too much I think, ๐ but Iโm an emotional hooooman and Iโm rly proud to be emotional, bc people are dead walls now it seems, no compassion or empathy or care for others Thank you tho guys for being here it does make me feel like my existence has value in a positive way, I hope at least haha ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐ฅฐโค๏ธโ๐ฉน