I made this yesterday, but couldn’t post it because I just h..

I made this yesterday, but couldn’t post it because I just had a rly bad brain day yesterday.. wanted to reply to everyone and then just shut down mentally idk why, i think it’s cause I finally had alone time so I was able to just be in complete solitude and wanted to enjoy it, but i ended up not doing shit besides resin sone coasters I give out for free with orders, and a top coat in this cross that imma list today 🥰 and the start of moving my plants inside has begun hahaha luckily the whole patio is shaded so quite a bit of them I can keep outside but it feels so much ether in here with my plants, I feel safe 💝 ….and happy Mother’s Day, pls call your mom and tell her you love her🤍 Its one mistake I regret forever, ignoring her on the last Mother’s Day I had with her. I was so fuckin selfish like Jesus, and I know now when people need someone, I can see the signs of them reaching out in ways others think is “annoying” I have no clue how today is going to go but as soon as my dad woke up I just didn’t want to be around him lol didn’t say happy Mother’s Day (not like I’m expecting him to but it’s just adding to his dismissive feels about this whole thing) he wanted to take me out to eat today and I’m like Um Thanks for the nice gesture but it is so fuckjng painful to eat and i hate how that’s legit the only thing people always think of when you have to find something to do, haven’t been out to eat in two or three? Years now.. with anyone. Lol 😆 I just want to close myself off and paint all day but I’ll feel bad about that, how the Fuck do I put on a happy face all day around him just to keep him in a good mood, he rly needs it because hes spent the last ten mothers days with the bitch that ruined his (and mine) life, so he rly needs to have a good day and idk what to do 😔 would be cool to go to a nursery but they’re all closed on sundays the ones I like What plans do you guys have if anyyy??? If any of you ever need to vent or want an ear to listen about anythingggg.. you can always dm me, I might not get back immediately bc I can’t get push notifications hahaha but I will try to be more diligent with replies… if you message starting out with something that I will know is universal for all my peeps on here to say… like if it’s urgent and you need to talk to someone start the message like “can I talk?” Or something that will grab my attention that sounds urgent and I’ll do my best to be there ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I’ll be replying back to people now that I’ve been needing to respond to so hang tight 💘