


Very unedited car video to say hi and sup and lost my nipple ring lolol 😠can’t send it bc it’s too large I need wifi hahaha waiting for mmj dude to find me and had to get kratom, the goal to contribute for pain management is in my last post 🥹 It’s been an even harder past couple days for some reason, I don’t know what my brain is doing but I seem to be self destructing because of the lack of privacy and a lot of rly ungood thoughts are flooding into my head, I would never do what my mom did and be a coward like that but it’s been on my mind only bc I can’t do my art anymore without privacy, I’ve been doing stuff yeah but the time it takes it’s like five times longer to do everything because of the distraction of living and working in the living room of someone else’s home, def the worst mental breakdown I’ve ever had yesterday Still sober tho lol the desire I have to drink has flatlined permanently I thought I was an addict and I feel I still am but I haven’t craved it or even thought about it in months and months and months. Never thought that would happen lol