Hiiiiii 🙈 I think I’m slowly crawling out of this hole I’m i..
Added 2022-06-10 15:18:13 +0000 UTCHiiiiii 🙈 I think I’m slowly crawling out of this hole I’m in woooooooo lol today I’m a bit overwhelmed with sounds especially tho, but I got my meds, and painted like a motherfuxker yesterday haha sorry I wasn’t hereeee!!! I def will go live in here this weekend My goal is to get back to posting daily again like my Timelapse’s that I used to do and stopped doing when I got stupid depressed lol but I have great light, I bought a new mic and want to try starting up my YT again I have like 2000 watch hours which I need 2000 more to get monetized and get the ability to have a tip option! That’s all I care about rly hahahah cause it’s like $1 every 1000 views and I can’t even with that 🤣🤣🤣🤣 How is everyone todayyyy!!!!! Will be sending a hawt dm to all auto renew peeps after I reply to everyone! If I miss you, just send me another message cause my inbox gets jacked up when I send mass messages lol Here’s my newest videoooooo lapse! It’s pride month ❤️🧡🧡💚💙💜 so next color will be 🧡🥰 My jawwww!!! So I’m waiting to get an itemized list for the cost of thjngs and my dad is probably going tk have me make a go fund me again 😔 kinda fucked since this is his responsibility he left me for ten years like this but I need tk get the fuck out of here and jntk a house so imma have to subject myself to the gnarly hate I will be getting again for making another one… even if I have proof of a bill I’ll still get called a liar lmao 🙂 the fact of the others I’ve made in the past were all last kin get me out of here situations, whom were the product of other men I was dating or when j got trapped in Berlin and couldn’t get back home before my visa expires lol ugh 😑 I appreciate the fhck out of everyone who has ever contributed to those, I would be dead rn if I never left Berlin 💀 A year and a half sober nowwwwwww 🥰
