Boop! 🥰 Showing you guys first the two pieces I just listed..

Boop! 🥰 Showing you guys first the two pieces I just listed, they’re two of my favorites 😍 I have to start preparing to switch over to mainly editing for YouTube and stop wasting time on small videos for reels because that’s the only way to get seen on Instagram anymore and every three posts from ppl I follow, there’s five ads after that, it’s so fucked up now and I have to move on in order to keep relevant and keep up with my art in the way I want, and YouTube will never become a tik tok so I just have to learn it and obs software 😆 And k need a new phone so I’m going this week to get on my friends plan since she already has my phone company and it’s unlimited data, my dads is the lowest price plan and he would totally make me pay for the difference if I have to up to unlimited so fucj that lmfao I have to try my hardest to save, cause I don’t know how he will be able to afford alimony for five more years on top of my jaw that’s 100k on top of buying a house 😔 so I have to succumb and make a go fund me to help because it’s the least I can do for him , I would be homeless right now.. I was reading non Reddit the horror stories of people right now living in arizona (it’s bad everywhere but here they can do whatever tf they want with rent/evictions.. they own you here) people are just being thrown out onto the streets or have to live with six other people in a two bedroom to just be able to barely scrape by. I hope everyone here has a home, or is holding up okay during this fuckkng terrifying time, seriously there will come the day when the economy comes to a complete crash and it’s absolute chaos but the most beautiful chaos of rising up and saying fuck you to the government, but they don’t care, they’re just building more and more luxury places people can’t afford and will be left empty like hundreds of high rises around the world that can’t be occupied bc too expensive, why the fuck is the world like this It rly brought me down yesterday but made me realize that I’m extremely lucky to have my dad in my life, there’s a lot of therapy that needs to happen so I stop having trauma responses on him but it’s getting better ❤️‍🩹 cause I’m looking forward to moving on the 19th and having more space and privacy I like dream about it 😭 and I dream for the day I get tk see my dad finally genuinely happy to, The last time i felt I saw him happy was long before my mom died and I can’t go that far back on my memory 😢 and he’s confirmed that it’s been that long, I’ll keep you guys updated with this too bc it’s a huge life change and a new chapter that needs to happen for us to get out of this state that holds so much trauma for the both of us. 💔 Anywayssssssssss this be a little update!!! I will go live on here tomorrow, i think my dads going into the office so I’ll let you guys know and save the live, i wanted to a few days ago but the smallest shit was making me have an absolute meltdown and I just couldn’t get it together Lmfao but I feel better, just need human touch and genuine romantic feelings, I miss that shit so fuckkng much