

I find myself on the balcony of my house once againš„° I love being here, looking out onto the street and watching people pass by. But there's something in particular that excites me: being watched by my neighbors. Yes, it's a bit twisted, I know, but I can't help it. I like knowing that they're there, watching every move I make. It's like I have a small, secret and personal audience. I love feeling like I have power over them, that I can influence their thoughts and desires. Sometimes I feel so alive when I'm here, feeling the breeze on my naked skin as I look out onto the street. I've done things that most people would consider very shameful. I like to walk around naked in my house, take naked photos, touch myself... and I've even had sex with the windows open. I like to feel like I'm sharing my intimacy with the world, but at the same time, it's just for me and my little audience. I like to feel like I have a secret that no one else knows. As I stand here on the balcony, feeling the breeze and looking out onto the street, I realize that I have a deeper desire. I want to be seen by someone in particular. There's a neighbor that I really like, and I would love for him to see me here, naked and vulnerable. I know it's dangerous and there may be consequences, but I can't help it. I want him to see me and feel the same thing that I feel right now. I want him to feel as alive as I do in this moment. I'll stay here in my little sanctuary, looking out onto the street and dreaming about that neighbor. I dream of the day when he realizes that I'm watching him, and he looks at me too. I want to feel his desire for me, and I want him to feel the same thing that I feel for him. Maybe it's just a dream, but it's my dream, and it's what makes me feel so alive ā¤ļø