Being a woman is so fucking complicated. Mostly because we h..

Being a woman is so fucking complicated. Mostly because we have such split personalities.  For instance, in my rational, evolved mind, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I have everything a woman could possibly hope for - a loving husband and family, a challenging and interesting career, and a wonderful circle of friends. But none of that can stop the more primitive parts of my brain from sometimes going to super dark places. And never more so than now. I’m still not 100% positive at this point what, if anything, is going on between my husband and Chrissy. But I know for a fact that he hasn’t fucked her on any of their recent work trips, because I’ve made certain that he only travels when he’s locked securely in his chastity cage. But even so, I strongly suspect that she’s had my husband’s mouth on her slutty little cunt, and the thought of them sharing that type of intimacy in a comfortable king sized hotel bed has been all-consuming as of late. To that effect, I’ve ignored repeated texts from Raef, Sanja and Jessica; I missed my daughter’s first sporting event of the fall season; and I’ve ignored my writing and posting obligations. I’ve been a complete derelict in almost every aspect of my life lately. In fact, there have really only been two things that I’ve been capable of focusing on the last couple of weeks, the first of which is my work.  The second thing is one of those super dark places I referenced earlier. As I think I mentioned a few weeks ago, I ran into my college-aged neighbor boy while I was passing some “alibi time” at Lallapalooza.  Since then, the two of us have been Instagram friends.  No sliding into DMs so far or anything like that. Until yesterday that is, when the 20 year old stud posted a shirtless selfie that he captioned “for the MILF next door.” I DM’d him a little “😉” after work yesterday and let him know that I really appreciated his post. Which was in fact a literal truth.  I masturbated at my desk looking at it and fantasizing about him taking me bare and unprotected in my and hubby’s bed. Making me scream like a whore and beg for his cum loud enough for his mother to hear me from across the street. I’m not exactly certain why, but there’s something extremely hot to me about a woman roughly my own age knowing I’m a slut for her son. Who knows, this could be another opportunity to make a slutty fantasy I’ve always had come true😊 Please like, comment leave me a tip if you are able. I appreciate all the support from you guys. Nothing but 💕💕💕