Okay.  I'm officially off the rails enough that I'm seriousl..

Okay.  I'm officially off the rails enough that I'm seriously considering starting some counseling. My obsession over my husband's sexy y0ung boss has most likely driven my husband into what's at a minimum an emotional affair with his chubby work colleague, Chrissy. And who knows what else the two of them have done with one another when they've been away for their work shit.  For some bizarre reason I can't stop thinking about my husband's face completely buried between her fat ass cheeks and rimming her her undoubtedly filthy asshole for her. It makes me sick to my stomach that I've probably kissed him shortly after he's has his handsome face wedged into such a disgusting crotch. And then there's Raef.  I literally paved the way for him to get his fat cook into Jessica's snug, almost virginal pussy, and now I'm jealous of her to the point that I can barely look at her when we're together at the club. Yesterday I didn't even bother to go the pool because I knew she'd be there. Instead, I laid on the sofa repeatedly envisioning the blissful look she had on her pretty y0ung face as I cradled raef's sexy balls while he emptied them inside of her the night of the fireworks. The only thing that brought me out of my funk was a DM from the neighbor b0y that popped onto my phone while I was curled up on the sofa. He hadn't yet replied to my little 'thank you' DM from the other day, so I was starting to think that maybe I wasn't the sexy milf from next door he was referring to in his IG post (another thing that was bumming me out!). His DM was short and to the point - "Hey, glad you liked the pic!  But now it's your turn😈" My pussy hasn't gotten that instantly wet from a DM in ages, and I know that it's all because of how taboo it would be for a woman my age to milk a load from a stud who's not even old enough to buy beer.  But I can't help myself.  Taboo has always been my weakness.  In any event, my reply back to him (with this little video in tow) was equally short - "Hope you enjoy mine as much I enjoyed yours😍  And do not let your mother find this, y0ung man!!!" I struggled to not immediately follow up with another DM begging him for a dick pic, even though I was literally aching for one. Fortunately, he needed no prodding from me. He sent one five minutes later with a DM that simply said "You tell me if you think I'm enjoying it" His cock (which, incidentally, is the same age as my daughter at Northwestern) is absolutely fucking drop to your knees beautiful.  So if anyone has some recommendations for a good therapist in the western burbs, I'm all ears. Appreciate likes, comments and tips if you enjoy my content. 😍