Hey my dudes, I just wanted to apologize as I haven’t posted..
Added 2024-03-30 22:23:09 +0000 UTCHey my dudes, I just wanted to apologize as I haven’t posted or been online really in two days. I’m kind of going through some really tough and confusing things right now (completely unrelated to the Reddit ban). I just wanted to let you guys know that I am okay and I’m sorry for the delay. I find it better to step away from things rather than try and put on a brave face when I know I am not doing well. Genuine question for those 29 and older: did you (at my age) or do you currently feel absolutely terrified like you should have your shit together by now? Because I’ll be honest, I don’t know what I am doing with my life and I’m fucking terrified. I thought I finally got it figured out and then in just a few days it’s hit me all over again two years later. I don’t know what I want. I don’t know where I should be, but I’m afraid I’ve waited too long to finally live and figure that out. Everyone my age is settling and slowing down, but I feel like I’ve only just began to speed up. I’m freaking out, man. I dunno. I just needed to write that out. I know it’s not what you guys wanna see on this site but really, I’m at such a loss. Anyways, back to your regularly scheduled programming.
