



apologies for my absence as of late. I had a pretty shitty birthday/birthday week again (idk why i ever expect any different at this point when something goes wrong every year) and a VERY busy work week, and needed to take some me time to try to recoup... my life is in a state of extreme chaos at the moment, struggles in literally every department of my life. i really need to try to get some shit done and things changed in my life, but im constantly too burnt out and overwhelmed to make any headway 😠im so sorry to come on here and complain and dump all this on you. i just wanted to try to explain a bit, what im going through