This look has marked a new Era in my clown transformation. ..
Added 2023-04-01 18:43:38 +0000 UTCThis look has marked a new Era in my clown transformation. I struggle with compulsions, and one way it comes through is in the obsessive way I do my makeup. I spent my whole life perfecting shaping my brows, and lining my lips just right so they aren't too big but just right. So every time I've tried to paint my face 'outside the lines' you could say, I just couldn't. I needed the push of no control. Letting someone else hold the brush and not let my brain tell me to conform. I never want to live in a little box again. All clown, all the time.
