


for the last year my life has been a series of medical issues, surgery, and forgetting how to love life.. today after receiving more medically traumatic information it finally hit me that its never going to get better for me so i need to figure out how to enjoy living while i still have time left to do so.
my body has been changing constantly at no fault of my own and that makes it hard for me to look at pictures because i dont see me and all i can see are the changes.. but i need money to pay for the medical bills that will soon be piling up as my health insurance company has already started denying claims for some of my testings and procedures. so im going to try to be better at posting here more often and hopefully you can remind me that im pretty occasionally because i forget a lot..