What's a way someone showed unexpected vulnerability or thei..
Added 2021-11-10 04:52:38 +0000 UTCWhat's a way someone showed unexpected vulnerability or their emotions to you during sex? I feel like the movies never show it. They never show two naked people holding each other, too broken to continue fucking. Sex as an adult is weird. I cried, the way this one Only pounds makes me think he is afraid of the intimacy, that one needs to cuddle me so much I shut down, this other one needs to kiss me and I can't let myself feel "I told you I can't kiss"; he feels rejected, another needs to stop because it's been so long since he's had sex with anyone other than his recent ex, the cute Asian chick at the bar trying to start a threesome is plastered and its 7:30pm, I got her number though :) I'm 27 now.. happened a few weeks ago. Sex has been weird recently. I told myself I wouldn't fuck for a while after I cried. I couldn't get wet for a while.. you all know I am usually soaking.. I told my therapist I felt like I had Erectile Dysfunction for women. He asked me to explain and said he thought I might not feel safe to be myself with the people I had been with, he was right. Finally wet again! But it was as a nearly decade long fuck buddy teased me and whispered in my ear about watching his cum drip out of my g@ping ass.. Idk if it is the safety and or indulging in my anal only kink.. I am just glad to be wet again. I've always used sex as a self soothing drug in some way or another. When the tension builds I am like a junky ready to get their next fix.. I told myself I'd work on my will power, it hasn't happened yet. All of you have been so kind.. it's really meant a lot to me. Seeing how anal is the only thing getting me wet I think I might have to get back to training soon and might start posting again.
