I have been gone for quite a while, I know I am on the other..
Added 2021-12-03 03:09:27 +0000 UTCI have been gone for quite a while, I know I am on the other side of the tunnel now; I am sure because I know longer have a desire to be numb. For so long I wanted to be numb and to lose myself as some of my problems I have been facing are too big to solve, too close to home. Last week I escaped to another country and I went on the first bender of my life. Every night I drank because facing the reality of my current problems was too much, but I was surrounded by good people and I heard a lot of philosophies I found solace in. The best advice, if it's not a problem you can solve right now, and if it's not a problem you can solve, it is not a problem. I have always confronted my problems until there is a solution and it has helped me grow, but what if there isn't a solution? I guess I must accept it as it is. I had some fun while I was away too. I gave a guy a blowjob on the street as we were tucked in the door opening of a shop. You all know I am an exhibitionist, public play turns me on so much... I was soaking wet. Recently only anal and public things can get me wet. I wore a princess plug all day today. It is small, but a start to training more regularly again. The little red mark near my ass cheek is a hicky someone on my trip gave me while eating my ass ;D These pictures are not up to par with my usual style, but a step towards getting back to it.
