a brief explanation: for a long while I had to abruptly stop..
Added 2022-09-02 04:39:24 +0000 UTCa brief explanation: for a long while I had to abruptly stop OF because I was with someone controlling. I really half assed it because I was keeping it on the DL. I was constantly being degraded by someone that I’m supposed to trust and love. always hearing how much of a whore I am and I’ll never be seen as a wife. It’s even crazier when you’re being controlled but he knew exactly who you were before we met. It really took a toll on my mental health. I can not tolerate lying and manipulation, it triggers emotions that are hard to cope with myself. My guard is up and I’m not letting that shit down. I am dealing with body dysmorphia and trust issues atm. I loved myself so much before and I don’t know how I let one person ruin it. I am working on myself now and just working towards progress with my personal goals. I’ve been accomplishing a lot since this break. getting ready to go back to school so I’m very excited. Thank you for everyone who stayed, honestly feel very confident getting back in knowing I have you guys as supporters. I am getting back on. Just moved back home and started a new job. My schedule is back to normal and I feel more settled. gonna motivate myself and buy some new fits for new content. I promise that there will be more content soon!!! I love you babes 🤍 🥹 most of you guys probably wouldn’t care but I just want to explain the situation and why I wasn’t posting
