[Not a sexy post] I heavily debated getting sappy on here be..

[Not a sexy post]
I heavily debated getting sappy on here because I know its not sexy at all but I really wanted to take a second to be vulnerable and say this from the bottom of my heart as the human I am behind the screen so I hope thats okay ♡ thank you for all the love and encouragement after taking such a huge step with making that latest video ♡ it hasn't gone unnoticed and I've definitely had a few emotional moments where I was so overcome by your kindness and understanding in my decision to show bottom nudity. I never expected it to be so well received and supported :') OF has been a personal journey of learning how to love my body and feel comfortable with my sexuality. I grew up in a very modest household and had one serious relationship my whole life so the decision to even start an OF at all was a huge leap of faith in hoping I'd find a comfortable part of my identity through taking control of my own bodily power and confidence in myself as an independent human for the first time in my life. When I first started my page I never thought I'd even show nudity at all, and it honestly worked very well for me. I climbed to the top 0.07% in my first couple months without ever having to push my own boundaries, but the more comfortable I became the more I wanted to do and express myself as freely as I wanted. I appreciate the support I've been given and the comfortable space provided to me to open up more and more over the years as I dance around my boundaries and test the waters with what I'm comfortable showing to you ♡ your support has created that safe space for me to feel comfortable showing what I do now and I'm greatful for that. I'm gratetful to have a wonderful OF community who accepts that I'm just one person running this alone and I'm not always perfect, I'm beyond blessed to have the worlds most amazing partner who has been my number one cheerleader since day one helping me set up my account, and of course the support and acceptance at home from my family and friends every step of the way in this since starting a few years ago. Having something that I enjoy become a sustainable source of income for me has changed my life in ways I had only dreamt of years ago. As someone who's diagnosed with many things that are daily obstacles to my quailty of life and comfort all I ever wanted was a way to take care of my family without hurting myself. There was a point in time where I worked 3 jobs simultaneously to make what I do now from the comfort of my home. I was underweight, stressed 24/7, and tetering on the brink of if I even wanted to be alive many times throught my life, which is extremely TMI and I'm so sorry if any of this has been triggering to any degree but I want to share my authentic experience with you to map how much the journey has impacted my life. I know it must sound so weird on the surface coming from an OF girl who shows her body for money but coming from where I was to where I am now internally I absolutely love that I'm even able to say in confience that I love showing my body and all sides of me, I love that for myself and for anyone who might be able to relate to my words. I appreciate that having an OF never changed me as a person or the way I love others, but it definitely changed the way I'm able to love myself in the most positive and healthy ways I had always needed ♡ now that that's out of that way and I can clear up the tears and get back to the regularly scheduled program :') I'm going to keep making hotter and hotter content for you to experience here! I hope you enjoy your time on my page whether it's brief or long lived ♡ thank you, thank you, thank you for being part of this with me 💕
-Evie~♡